everything seems to be wrong. and I'm at the verge of pulling my hair out from my head. eeeww. nonono.
so i went home straight from school today. cause i was not meeting Seth today. he has training. sat at home the whole day. and got my brain thinking. until my head hurts alot. made myself think so much until i got all unreasonable with Seth. WTH wrong with me today. i guess it was because of all the misses of him.
I'm sorry Seth.
now i feel so horrible and i don't even know if i can face him. can i? i have to sooner or later. for now i'll just gather myself back together. and think sensibly.
Afiq got all goooey today. i really thought it was his taik hidong. he showed it right in front of my face. DISGUSTING LUHH AFIQ! first thing in the morning already made scream.
*SQUEALS*
mom let me use the bill. and now i dont have to think about topping up my ppd. but im still using it, in case my bill goes over the toooop. anw. thanks mummy:D
im a happy goober.
Hafiz cut his hair! im going to punch him and kick him until his hair grows back. hahahah. i sound like a physco. i like his long hair better. and now its mohawk. ppfffffftttt!
i want you to know
that im really sorry for being unreasonable and throw those i dont-mean-it words at you just like that. i guess i was just thinking too much about how much i really miss you. i do understand your tight schedule. but just for today i couldn't control myself and let things out just like that. imyssm! ♥