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today would be the last day of 2008. in a few hours times it'll be 2009 and our 9th monthsarry. spend my day with love, we catch a movie. which i was late( i know love im always late kaaan ), so we ended up having to get the first row. twilight was a very exciting,interesting yet romantic movie(: some parts i wanted to cry, BUT i didnt.

this year have been different. im just glad that love and i are still together, despite going trough lots of stuff this year. yea lots of shit. we've put it all behind and starting the new year fresh. i've been going trough a lot of things even tough i was taking my o's.

girlfriends issues, every year we four go trough it. but it helps to bond us closer right girls. its harder now, with us not going to the same school anymore. we wont be able to see each other much. but i'll be seeing anira more, you see we're working at the same place. so it means i'll see her most of the time. i just hope that when 2009 comes, we'll be much closer.

i dont know how im going to talk to you. and i know i should. but you see, im not good at talking and things that i want to say wont come out the way it should be. this year has been the biggest fight we ever had. i was angry, and i didnt tell you why i was. i didnt know how to. since its the new year, why dont we sort it all out only the two of us and start a fresh. deal?

At last! im done with my bar test. phew. now im able to rest. the test was oke, we had theory and practical. next week i'll be busy again. cause abg sam told us that we had to get ready for the store opening, which will have lots of people coming. didnt meet love today, cause i ended late. so i'll be seeing him tmr. teman-ing me to get my injection. can jalan-jalan at town. i cant wait to get my first pay, which wouldnt be that much. but i guess it'll be enough for me.

an update on the recent date i had with anira. we went to the movies on the 15th dec. she won a pair of tickets to watch Angus, thongs and perfect snogging preview. so we watch way way before you people watch. nyek! hahaha. the movie very very the nice, if you watch with your gf. cause i think boys might find it too lovey dovey. but the best part was, eating wantan before we catch the movie at far east. delicious! hahaha. anyway, anira, you know i know right. hahaha. bar test on friday. just hope that everything goes well. And boyfie has been such a sweet boy today. so sweet like caramel. i liikkeeee!

love fetch me from work yesterday and he was early. im so glad to see him. definately. we had late lunch at food culture and then he brought me to the beach. im just happy when he's with me, even when he's not even talking. yesterday training was at tampines mall starbucks cause they use Mastrena. and today will be at jalan jamal which i never heard of that place before. khiat called and told me that my bar test will be on friday. wish me luck(: meeting love before i meet the rest.

arent you ashamed with your action. when you need me you find me and when got it. you act as if i never existed. but i was so happy for you. your so insecure with how you look and get this in mind. you'll never get friends with such an ass attitude. and you'll never get friends like mine.

since, i've been out since monday and have been going home late till 10pm. today is my rest day. which i choose to slack at home, wake up really late and eat all day(: i havent been having real food for days tau. love called! I MISS HIM! he'll be home tmr, woohoo! and he told me he bought for me a polo tshirt and he bought one for himself too. thank you:D i have work tmr which starts at 10am and i cant wait to meet my friends. they're a whole bunch of fun, especially Mike. hahaha. he'll have he's gay day soon.

Even though the call was just for 1min 17sec it really brighten my day. ily, love.
Anira if your reading this, i know how hard it is to pretend. but just hang on. believe in karma. he'll get back for what he had done and coming back kneeling to you;)

i'll be updating this days. since love is at KL. he'll know what ive been up to when he gets back. today class was at 11am and it ends at 4pm. thank god. i needed the rest and didnt want to go home late again. we made drinks today, 'Art of Espresso'. it was fun and Tini was fun to. Chill2 apple uhh. hahaha. we had to learn how to get the shots right, then we learn how to steam milk. so put both together we'll get a drink. we made, Latte, cappuccino, vanilla latte and cafe mocha. so much coffee right. cant sleep tonight. for sure.

anira have been having a hard time this days and i understand. well i cant possible blog about it. so just hang on aite anira, you have us. if your lonely, we'll go out together and you can just have fun. you know i know(:

i'm missing love. he called just now when i was sleeping and also just now at around nine. i cried. and im gg to cry again thinking of him. counting the days till he get back.

WOW! what a week. started my traning on tuesday. first we had the training at the airport with our trainer from 9am till 3pm. then we had to go to the HQ from 6pm to 10pm for another training. but what i love most is the training at HQ, damn my class was so great! we had lots of laughs and jokes. and my fav was Sure. he was damn funny. Starbucks mug. 'starmug' like stomach right. hahaha. so our last class together was today:( sedih sekali. boyfie picked me up together with khai, hady and shikin. so sweet gitu. if only kan anira(: you know we know. hehehe. secret, cannot tell. tkpe anira, next time kay. suke kau. aluhh due2 sekali suke. anyway. boyfie off to KL tmr and i wasnt able to spend time with him with all my training hours. really sad. it was hard. right, love? so im gg to bed now, tmr Art of Espresso. interesting! i know how to make frappuccino!!!:D

love, wait for my msg tmr morning. wait its already, past 12. so wait for my msg later*winks*

sometimes when you think you know someone so well, but actually you dont. i dont want to be the gf that is always so clingy and wants to know everything. if can i want to, but i dont want to be all over and in the end get him mad. im trying my best to be just right. but still everyone is never perfect. we learn from the past to make the future better. why be so paranoid when now you are with someone diff, try a change. i hate the word paranoid. its not paranoid, its mistrust.

i dont know if im being too nice. am i? i cant believe im this strong to be going trough alot and not get mad. ive learned and told myself, never be to nice to anyone cause they might just miss use them. but with that someone its diff, i broke all the promises i made to myself.

mona told me about style factor. so why not, try try luhh kan. and the prizes are so attractive. so i got a call for them that they needed the contestants at sp for something. nabila was on holiday so i went there with mona. was very paisey, so many people i dont know. but most of them mona knows. there werent many contestants and mostly are chinese and we're like the only two people who were 17. we took a group photo and then we had to do this shoot like 'survivour' where we had to vote somebody out. we went to one part of sp which look like a jungle and we have to write down the person name we want to vote out and tell why. mine was random. hahaha. i just hope to get in the top 10. insyaallah. if i do i'll be very very busy, cause work is starting next week. no pictures taken today, sorry.

kak ana and afiq came over yesterday after seding abg aidil to camp. afiq was so adorable mcm nk pinch ajeer the face. i like it when he talks so cute and he's just 1 year plus, i think so. and bf heard him talk on the phone. cute right. here are the pictures of my other nieces and nephew, there's still a few more. im an aunty already and afiq was like "please aunty nuwul". hahaha

my second boyfie, muhammad Afiq. hehehe

Batrisha, she already have a baby brother Firash

Syukrina, she already have a baby sister syafwana

yesterday was just awful. so much for celebrating hari raya haji. mum really made me mad, and then pretends that nothing happen. i was furious and everyone just ignore and continue with those happy moods. i couldnt be bother and just got away from all of them. then went to woodlands and over there was a bit better. played with my niece she was like the most adorable thing ever. my brother is being a bitch. And for today, i just dont like it so far. i dont even know if im meeting boyfie today. hopefully everything would be oke. anira would be back ont the 11th and i really need to talk to her.

went to the library today with baby to borrow a book. yea one book only. its been weeks since i last read a book. baby read a book while waiting for me to find an interesting book to borrow. so basically i spend my day in the library. dah mcm nerd gitu kan. hahaha. baby went to study while i went home and then teman my mum to go buy my sis baju. now im waiting for him to get online. wonder what's he doing now. mesti main game. i miss him already. cant wait to start work cause its going to be my first job.

i know how unreasonable i can be when i get mad. but people do have their limits. sometimes what she say makes me so mad. everyone has their on say and i have mine. people change and i hope im able to accept the changes. its going to be hard but i'll try. i didnt know things where going to be this way. everyone had those moods when they would just blow it right to your face. if i did anything, anything at all to hurt your feelings do tell me.

Its frustrates me when we bother about it when she doesnt seem to even care.

I GOT THE JOB.

went for the interview today and at around 5 plus sam called and said that i got the job. how cool. on the same day lagi. have to go for the meeting or training i think, on the 15 and 16. have to go and buy black polo t-shirt.

met love and we watch Bolt. one funny movie. very funny and yet really touching and sooooo cute. the hamster was really funny. after the movie we bought food and drink and we talk. i love you baby.

went to the airport again. anira, wanted me and sue to teman her. so in the end me and anira applied a job at starbucks. wrote all our particulars and the people there were so friendly, joke around with them. sue went there before so one of the guy there knew her. hahaha. sue i take out the board for you to see clearly okey. haha. and sue i know you like the starbucks K *winkswinks* Just now sam the manager msg me to come tmr at 11am for an interview. so cepat right. anira also got, her's at 12. so tk sabar. hopefully we both get the job. please please. insaya'allah.

with him. it seems perfect.

Went out with anira dear for job hunt at the airport. Our luck was oke i guess, cause a few shop ask for our particulars. We went for an interview at fresh bulggogi and i screwed mine. but not to worry i dont think im want to work there either. after the interview, we both suddenly didnt have the mood to walk and decide to take a break and talk. i just hope they'll call us within this week. today was just great hanging out and chat. sue darling, is busy baking at home. i want to try your food luhh sue. hahaha. any-hooos. i sayang you both alot oke. & boyfriend dear.

we didnt take any pictures. i just took her's while she was stressing after the interview. hahaha

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