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exams are over. and poor me i didnt have any plans today. so i went home straight. everyone seem to have plans and i didnt have any. i felt lost and alone at the point of time. well i guess not just at that time, but today. what made me think of this, was my friends. my old friends, we're not as close as we use to be. it seems to be further apart now. i know i have my poly friends, but you know what i mean right. & love is busy with ns, i feel so lonely. no where to go. it feels so apart.
='(

tomorrow my last paper. Anathomy and Physiology, is giving me a headach. So much to memorise. Its like biology but HARDER. I guess after my last paper, am going home straight. no plans. char and rosy going to watch UP, which i've watch with love already.

aint karma a bitch.

note to self:

STUDY!

i watch the last episode of gossip girl.
chuck and blair got together at last! awwwww.
chuck: i love you too
bliar: *gasp*
kiss
Blair: say it again
kiss
Blair: no i mean it
chuck: i love you. *kiss* i love you 2, *kiss* i love you 3....*kiss* i love you
kisses.

i miss my baby. send him off today. we talk, i love it everytime we have this talk.
its like we're old friends sharing stories and nothing else matters. like just the two of us and no one else(=
&yes i love you dear.

Its the start of ramadhan today. Happy fasting people!
im super shagged. i met love for awhile. he bought a tub of frolicks home for buke.
so cute luhh him(= heh. i didnt study today, shucks i just wasted my sunday.
i will start tmr. semangat already.
oh oh, just now i watch BOHSIA a malaysia movie. its really interesting.
its about mat rempit and the minahs all.
will be sending love off to tekong tmr.
2 more weekends and i'll have him to myself. HAHAHA.
(= (= (= (=

it feels like everyone is gone. it feels like im alone and no one's there. sometime i cant help but have this feeling. its like everyone is part of something and me, im alone. im like excluded from everything. why do i feel this way sometimes?

i miss love and my nonaas.
i miss the feeling were it doesnt matter who we are and how we look like, everyone around us accept us for who we are. But its different now.

Went to love niece birthday party on sunday. i bought her a helium princess balloon, she feel in love with it instantly. ahaha.
& we bought new slippers for our self yesterday(=

i went home early today. Didnt feel good. was breathless and i felt sick. So dad brought me to changi for a check up. Thank god, everything is fine. I should eat well and eat lots of iron im lacking so much in iron. My body's weak and so is my mind. Exams starts next friday, i hope i can manage myself to study and do well.

Loves booking out tomorrow! *grins* but i cant meet him. sigh. I hope sunday cannnn, oke.

I wonder why it's so hard to come around. you can go suck balls.

he was away for field camp again. i've miss him. its hard to not having him around and not being able to reply my msgs. it was my fault, i couldnt be there when he wanted me. im trying my best to be good to both sides.

exam are next week. study week now. my brain's like cramp up now.

i cant wait to meet him.

do you know what sound alot like love?
you&me

tomorow's my aap pratical.
hopefully i get all the parts right.
damn, there's so much words to memorize.
next week would be study break and then exams!!!!!
then attachment=( 3 weeks. so it means i'll spend my fasting month at cgh.

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

tired = stress = sleepy = frustrated = anxious
projects are due. and im finishing up the powepoint for pas. cits was hillarious, we did an advert. im finishing up cnp today, faster ahh char. last min meeting today, damn, 6pm to 8pm. mic mock test is either today or next week. Nsl practical is tmr, arrghhhh!! school starts at 3pm thank gwad there's time for me to get some things done. oh wait, cnp careplan due on wed. die die die. i slept like at 1 am to get some of it done and its still not done. School ended late yesterday and we still had to stay back to do the cits video. so yar reached home ard 9pm and i got started on my stuff asap. phew!

&i miss boyfriend. his having field camp for this week. so it means i cant sms or call him. its killing me.
but im glad anira's there to help. thank you babe! loveyou loveyou. &my other girls too.

lets start..................................

=(
3 presentations due next week.
&only one is done. argh!
CNP essay is still not finish yet.
practical is on wednesday and exams are coming.
school always end late = no time to get things done.
last min meeting on wed, just great.

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