the past has taught me alot.
there's this one point of time when i just couldn't
trust guys. once i use to trust someone so much and in the end
all i get was lies. but now someone have change it all
for me. and that special person is Seth. i really do trust him
and know he wouldn't do anything to hurt me badly. i really hope
this relationship will go one smoothly.
i wish i could tell you I'm feeling better everyday,
but its hard.
sometimes there things that i want you to know
and tell you how i felt. I'm scared. scared that it might hurt you
or what I'm going to say might be unreasonable
or you might just think I'm too childish. i know
this few days i haven't been myself. and the reason i cried
this few days i haven't been myself. and the reason i cried
yesterday was not the only reason i told you.
it was also because what
i ask you this morning.
i keep having thoughts, are you trying to get back at me for what
i did the other time. but i already said i was sorry.
i feel so angry, so sad, so hurt. but i guess I'm just too self-centred.
P/s: I'll love you, even if it hurts ( v )
