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i feel down for no particular reason, maybe i do know why. but I'm not going to say. naahh! its hard to describe. what does it mean when suddenly you have this I'm-not-good-enough-I'm-such-a-loser-who-doesn't-go-out-much feeling means??

sometimes when you look at people and see how wonderful their lifes are you tend to compare to yours. and you'll feel really bad about yourself. everyone have this moments right. I'm sure you all have. it hard to run away from reality. sometimes i feel like staying in my dreams and never go back to reality. cause in my dreams every things is wonderful and you don't have to go trough rough moments. like you do in reality. life's not perfect.

i have not finish my coursework. HAVE NOT! and teacher asking us to cook on Monday. I'm going to die! half of the dish I've decide to cook haven't been practice yet. arrrggghhh! panic! there still development needed to be edited and do my diet analyser and my recipe analyser for my decision making. how how how????? teacher called and ask why i haven't submit my recipe. i already did. pffffttt. there's still the second coursework. lets not think about it yet. hopefully i'll finish my task on time. amin.

haven't been doing my studying. brought stuff to study during the vacation. but i didn't even take a lot at it. berat kan bag ajer. shheesshh. I'm starting to get worried by the minute thinking about my O's which is like in 3 month time.

PS: i miss you. your really quiet today.

i need my daily dosage of green tea
:D

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