im tired of this.
im tired of crying to sleep.
im tired of crying waking up.
i cant stop myself from crying.
it hurts so badly. too much.
i cried like someone has just died.
like its the end of the world.
but all i needed was you to be there holding me close.
but for now i could just dream of it.
cause i now you wouldnt even want to look me in the eye.
be it hug me tightly.
im off to school. crying again. with big puffy eyes.
i look like a mad women. thank you.
i guess i am one. everyone run.


