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i went to see granddad yesterday. my cousins was there. the moment i step in the ward, i saw my cousins crying. my heart drop. i went to my granddad. i held his hands, i ask him 'atuk ingat tk nie sape? nie nurul tok'. he didnt remember, he just smile. and he keep on talking. talking about stuff that we don't even know. it breaks my heart seeing him that way. i tried to keep my tears. but i just couldn't. i cried so bad. even my sibilings cried. seeing his condition really break my heart. and now thinking about him, I'm about to cry again. but I'm trying my best to hold it back. i just hope he'll recover soon. its so different. the way he is now. he use to always make jokes and talk to us. now, its not the same anymore. i miss him. i want to be with everyday. but i know i cant. i have school. prelims are in 2 weeks time and O level are around the corner. i cant afford to lose my focus.

dear allah, help my granddad trough this. please let him recover and be like what he use to be. amin.
:'(

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