i know i shouldn't have keep it to myself. i know i should have told someone, anyone. but i was stubborn i wanted to keep quite about it. i let myself suffer inside. i know i have friends whose there for me. its just me. im at fault for all of this that's happening.
im not blaming you anira and im not blaming you sue. its not your fault this happens. its mine. if only i didnt let myself suffer and think so much about all this stuff. if only. i didnt know what happened. i've just lost control of myself. thanks so much for taking care of me and being there. i love you both alot.
im happy for you anira, you've got everything you've wanted. you've got A2 for malay and now you've got accept for the DPA. i know you can do it. work hard and you'll get it.
Farhan, its not your fault either that this has happened. i just dont want you to worry so much. i'm already awake and i feel much better now. i just need to rest. you know, i'll be fine. i love you.