pressure, stress. am i able to cope with all of this. I'm not so sure myself. i should keep telling myself i can do it. then i can do it. my aim now is to get enough points to go jc. i know it seems too much. for someone like me. but that is where i have to go, to get to my dreams.
coursework is really getting on me. now I'm stuck with coursework part B and yet coursework part A I'm still stuck with decision making. what am i to do. i still have other subjects to concentrate on. this is really scary. i get chills just by thinking about my coursework. well I'm improving in english. my teacher said i did(: and my biology too. but its only one chapter. which i got highest in class. its always when I'm good in one subject I'll flunk another subject.
i just hope that i can get a brain transplant overnight and get someones clever brain. wouldnt it be better. i wish.
hopefully, mum will let me out on saturday night. i want to watch fireworks with love.