i should be studying now. but here i am in front of my comp. god, prelims are next week!! i keep asking myself if i have really studied or what i've been doing is enough. i want this to end quick but at the same time im not ready for it. am i ready or am i not? this is hard:(
people around me see me as hard working. i always get this from my classmates in class, 'semangat uhh kau'. and my teachers expects me get really good grades. but when i get my results it doesn't really shows and its really humiliating. right sue, remember when we talk about this? why is it really hard for me to get what i want when i already did my best. does this prove that im not trying hard enough or i need to really really push myself this time. why is it always me, why?? why aren't i born with brains with high IQ? why am i so slow?
can i do this?
people around me see me as hard working. i always get this from my classmates in class, 'semangat uhh kau'. and my teachers expects me get really good grades. but when i get my results it doesn't really shows and its really humiliating. right sue, remember when we talk about this? why is it really hard for me to get what i want when i already did my best. does this prove that im not trying hard enough or i need to really really push myself this time. why is it always me, why?? why aren't i born with brains with high IQ? why am i so slow?
can i do this?
