i've finish my O's i should be enjoying, i should be happy. But im not. so many things are coming my way and im not looking forward to it. All of this are happening at the same time. Hits me like a bullet. When i have the most greatest thing in the world, someone has to take it away. why? let me be on my own, im old enough to decide and make my own decision. no one can make me do anything, NO ONE!