i thought it was stupid to get angry. but then when it happen back at me. i know the shitty feeling that I'm having now. when suddenly your heart stops, it became tighter and its hard for you to breath. And now, when i think it back. why am i being so selfish? i realise, it was unfair to the both of us.
But the important thing is trust. i trust you, you trust me. And sometimes the feeling of being scared can just come anytime and we have to overcome it. not let it take over us, and then make a lot of assumptions.