janaa-bang-bang.blogspot.com

my post would be a sad one. so bare with it.

Have you ever had a moment, when suddenly everything that you have ever wanted gone just like that. And you have this empty feeling inside yourself? im having that moment. At times i know why and sometimes i just dont understand why does this happen. Whose fault is it? me, you, them, us. it was never about another person. is it worth it to leave a person you love so much because your afraid you'll hurt them in the long run? but what about those whose been together for years and years. dont they have to over come all this, why cant us? why cant you? im willing to. do you? running away from the person you love makes it harder for the both of you. the person you run a way from is trying to learn you, understand you. but you just walk off half way. it isnt fair is it? your afraid of hurting or you just cant deal with reality? which? both? i want to make this better, but you are running away far from me. please just stay cause walking away is going to make it hard.

im not ready to lose someboday or end it. cause i still feel that this is still the begining of a beautiful rs.

Twitter Updates