Im human, everything is never good enough for me. When i was younger i never did well in school. As i grew up i realised what i wanted for my future and to give back to the community. I started to improve and it was good, i felt good. but then it wasnt enough i wanted the best, to be at the top. i did manage to get to the top, but only for awhile. And now with me not getting the course i want i feel that im ungrateful. Alhamdulilah, i got a place in poly and also something similar to what i want. But for me its not the school its the course. I have to accept the fact if i dont get the course. I could start from the basic and climb up to the top slowly. But if the DAE results shows that i got in the course i want, i am going to accept it. I know what i want and what i want to be. Its either i start from the starting line or the middle. Either way im going get my dream.
I'm glad i have baby to help me trough. I'm like going trough alot of shits right now.