oh gwad, i miss love so much. have been staying home ever since he had gone in. just dont have the mood to go out, really. he gave me his jacket to keep. how sweet right. and every night i can go home to sleep, smelling him and smelling like him. heeee(; tmr would be my interview at cgh just hopefully i'll get the bond. wish me luck! :D i cant wait for the ipoh trip with the girls. its so going to be exciting. white water rafting, going in to gua tempurung, hot springs, high aliments, hiking and SHOPPING! back to basic people. this coming week is going to be busy busy busy. i guess my whole week is pack, except for wednesday i think. maybe i can go out with the girls to buy the things on wednesday.
did i mention i went out with charlotte and her gfs on the 12th. we went to watch dance subaru. superb. we all cried. hahaha. we were like handing out tissues to one another in the movie. hanging out with them made me feel like i miss my own gfs. but, i know they dont need me anymore. it was just sad, the day bf had to go and hanging out with them reminded me so much of my past. how suddenly i felt everything i use to have and love was gone like that. its sad, i know. but still charlotte and her friends are great to hang out with, i had fun. oh yes, i would love to go out with you guys again(:10 more days to meet my baby.
i love you soo much & each day i'll love you even more.
